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REST IN PEACE, DIDI!!!

You will always stay in my heart.

Life is a total ungrateful and unfair bitch. Why do always bad things happen to good people? This sucks big time!!! FUCK!

I tried so hard not to cry today and i did quite well... only a few tears... I wanted to be strong, well more like not to show i am weak. Fuck, i managed to hold on for so long! And then... then i went to the other office to see the colleagues, the boss, everybody... And damn, it was impossible. My boss is nearly 2 m tall, 100++ kg and when you see a man like that cry like a little baby, it is so hard and it hurts so much. I just couldn't, i couldn't keep my tears in anymore. God! Why? I didn't know her for long, not even 2 years. And she is..., she was a great woman, so vivid, smiling, determined, she wasn't only my boss, she was my friend... And now what... now she is gone... FUUUUUCK!!! It hurts so much, i miss her so much already... it is so unfair...

And now i have to talk to my dad, it will be the third time today i try to talk to him... i just call him and i can't speak, if i try to speak i will burts into tears...

I don't want to write anymore. And i had such a great stroy to tell today. Fuck it! Fuck everything...

#7

Babies!

What's it about babies and people admiring them. Yes, sure, I admit, babies are cute. But, come on! There is CUTE cute and then there is just cute cause it is small and innocent and cause you are afraid not to insult anyone. I don't think it is wrong to say that a baby is... just a baby! Listen to me!!! There are ugly babies out there!!!

I think i was a cute baby. Yes. I don't know, since i am a second child i only have one picture of me as a baby. And hear more, it got lost. So i can't even prove this (and yeah... attack me now and say i was an ugly baby and i am hiding). I swear, my brother has tons of baby pictures, this is just not fair. Do i sound as if i am obsessed of myself? Neh!

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ETA: Since blogger is a dickhead...imagine a empty line here

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Now, back to topic. Which apparently is #7. Is there a way to put something in little letters under it? Something like subtitle, oh wait, this is used in movies... undertitle? Is this even a word? I refuse to open the dictionary. UNDERTITLE, yes, i like this one! I want to put undertitles to my posts. Because, people, just imagine... someone gets lost and by the mighty powers of fate they get here. All they will see is numbers... I want to save them from their misery and put UNDERTITLES (geeeh, i like this one :)) so they will know what to expect and run faaaar away from here... Yeah, i did it again... i talk crap. So, my point is... babies and why are we afraid to admit that they are not cute?

Lesson No.1

Observe...take a moment to think...admit it!!!

Dear students,... you are about to see a baby picture.

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This one is just a baby. SHE(by the way i wrote IT here first).IS.NOT.(i'm quoting here)ADORABLE&so damn cute!!!

I am sorry people, but just look at this baby... NOT.CUTE!

Now, take a moment to think and admit it, admit it to yourselves and then to the world(which in this case is me).

I hope you learned your lesson, if not there will be more to come, so let's finish with the torture here.

There! I am done.

#6

Oh, i am so annoyed.
Did morning i decided to get something sweet(chocolate to be more specific). So together with a pack of cigarettes i got a Kinder SURPRISE egg /http://www.kindersurprise.com/. Oh, oh i got so exited, like a 4 year old kid. Not only i was going to have some chocolate but a toy as well. YAY! I couldn't wait to open it and see what's inside, yes i wasn't interested in the chocolate anymore. And here we go... It took me like forever to open that stupid thing that holds the toy. Come people, these are supposed to be for little kids and me the gigantic one had to use my teeth, a pen, a knife, an enormous amount of strenght to open that thing. Yeah yeah there should be an easier way, but no! i couldn't find it. So after 5-10 mins of struggling, oh miracle, it is open. There i go excited again. My shaky hands eagerly unwrap the paper... Oh, the disappointment! Oh, my! The stupidest toy ever! Not only it is ugly as hell, well you can eventually get to like it, but you will have to force yourself or better lie to yourself, but surprise surprise it is one piece toy. Damn you Kinder! I remember the good old times when there were little parts we had to connect, it was so much more fun then. But yeah, i got a baby firefighter on a pole... and no it is not sexy at all, i wish it was though, then i could have had some satisfaction. So this one, is only wearing diapers, firefighter boots and a helmet. Oh and has the ugliest tattoo of a ... hm... i don't like the translation in english for this one... baby comforter(WTF!!!) anyway, it is ugly and colourful. Blah!
Well the chocolate was good! I admit, I've always liked that taste.
I will finish this random rambling with ...
На който не му харесва, да духа супата!

ETA How the hell the links work?!? Ah, well the longer way works too...

ETA 2 Why no one mentioned that i haven't aligned the posts...