#113 Brrr

I hate the cold weather. This is so freaky. Last weak i was wearing t-shirts and was dying of heat and today I am with my winter jacket and I can feel my hand crying out for the sun. It started showing the first symptoms of the cold allergy and it's been only a couple of days of cold weather. If it gets bad now I am so going to die during winter. Where is the autumn? We can't go from summer steraight to winter, this is not right!

My boobs hurt. They are growing, cause you know I am no magician anymore (*hint* I lift my arms and I still can see them) Anyway, this is weird. Very weird. It is not that time of the month. Now you will ask why am I complaing about my boobs getting bigger, well duh!, they fucking hurt and I don't like that.

I am now officially a fan of a certain brand of cakes and the likes... I think I have become slightly addicted, but they are so good and they have coconut stuff and this makes me extrememly happy and I can feel my ass growing, because I've been eating those a lot lately!
Ah, I almost forgot... BALCONI! Delicious Balconi (If I would say this in Bulgarian it would sound terribly pervy... yum!)

#112 Random song from a random artist...

Not so random anymore...
Is it possible to like 13 out 0f 13 songs from an album of an artist you hear for the first time and spend quite a time online to find it, since they are not that popular? Hm.... It is and it makes me happy, especially when roomies do not like it. Muahahah (evil laugh).

"Rainbow" viral video from Elisa Toffoli.

*!the song does not match the lyrics...! Both are great though*

The more I think, the less I see
when I'm able to walk
I'm queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don't let myself down
I don't let myself down
just wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you
The more I think, the less I do
when I'm able to talk
I'm queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don't ask myself why
I don't ask myself why
I wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I feel closer to the clouds
I'm touching all the highest leaves
on top of the trees
It's my desire's release
we let it rain on our skin
you're holding my hand
I'm holding your life
'n I feel like I'm one with you

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I think I have to give you something
more than words is that something
I show you my dreams
to make 'em our dreams
won't you just be
I'm what you see

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
we fall through the air
Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
with the sun
with the rain
the rain and the sun
together with the rain
and the sun
only with the rain the rain
and the sun
with the sun
with the sun
with the sun
with the sun

ETA: Apparently she is popular... ah, well!

#111 Almost a month later...

What are traditions for if not to be followed. So keeping the record straight - 30.08.2008/4:58.

I had a lot of things to talk about and of course I missed the right moments for blogging about all of them, so they will stay unsaid.

#110 Pain here, pain there

Seriously, this is no fun anymore. I should really stop blogging only when my period surprises me. Anyway, just for the record - the evening of 05.08.08.

My right knee is killing me. This is not good, not good at all. It shouldn't be very healthy to get woken up in the middle of the night due to some serious pains, should it? I don't like going to doctors, but seeing where things are headed, i might have to do it. (Quick reminder to self... Please don't forget to epilate before you do so!) You should see the way I get on and especially off the bus. It is a good thing that I now have some biceps and can support my body with my strong arms :P.

My precious Creature of the night has a crack in the chain... My heart truly hurted when I saw that. It is so not fair. I love that watch. I know where I can buy a new one, but that is so not the point. Tonight I will perfom a special operation on it and will use my superglue. I hope it doesn't turn out nasty and also I hope that my skin will be compatible with the glue's ingredients. I don't want to give money for a new watch, which by the way will look exactly the same as the one I have now, my need for a new phone is bigger.

Aaanyway...

#109 Saturday morning fever

I am roomieless (yes, I know this word doesn't exist, but I will use it anyway) this weekend. I would love to masturbate all weekend long, but considering certain circumstances... I can't and I so feel like it. I think I mentioned once to someone that I am never horny. Well, I lied. I am very horny right now.

The weather is great, just screaming "sunbathing". I can't do that either. Since tampons hate me (although it is mutual).

I have a few films on my computer that seem interesting enough for me to watch and also a 5 seasons of a series that is indeed very interesting, but meh. I remember back in my lovely university years all I did was watch films and play Diablo II and minesweeper. I only play minesweeper now and online poker. Which reminds me... I won a couple of Euros recently, yay!

But back on paragraph 1... I was browsing for porn this morning, since I am all alone and stuff and there is no annoying roommate that likes to poke her nose into my affairs all the time. I couldn't find anything interesting. OK, not interesting, cause porn is interesting in general, you know... sex... interesting... and let me do a quote here, which is not perfectly fitted here, but I am sure you will get the picture: "My, that looks familiar, but it's been so long..." Anyway, I lost my thought, but I know one thing for sure... when I get rich (yeah, I am allowed to dream, let me be), I will so have a TV set in my bathroom, which will be connected to my computer, on which I will have loads of interesting stuff (read porn) and I will be able to enjoy my shower and interesting stuff (read porn once again) together in the certain time of the month.
Back in the days, I had loads and loads of porn on my computer, which was shared on the network and people were truly intrigued by how a girl can have that much porn. Interesting stuff. I wonder why it is such a tabu for most of the people... women... porn and masturbation. I do both and I enjoy them, and no I do not star in porn films, I watch porn films. I've noticed for myself, that porn kind of kills the nice (read "OhMyGodThatWasAmazingILoveToTouchMyself") effect. It gets me turned on fast enough but it also makes me cum a little bit too fast. Usually I can control this and I control it, but if I lose the exact moment...meh. Anyway, this is not happening this weekend, casue you know, yeah. I just came to the conclusion that I am not masturbating enough, hm. I need a lover.

#108

10.07.2008, 17:20h

#107 еЛ връзки or The L Word

And I lived to see this happening.

Yeah, I am very surprised to see that a Bulgarian television will offer to the Bulgarian audience a series that is THAT provocative. I may say this is one of my favourite series of all time. I wonder if all the fuss that was made about the 1st Gay Pride in Bulgaria, pushed the executives of FoxLife to make such a bold step. That is indeed a series that will not be taken nicely by most of the people. It is about lesbians and it is comedy and it is drama and it is breathtaking and the cast is amazing. I found out about this 4 years ago. Back then it was a true torture for me to get my hands on the episodes and I can say I got hooked up right away. Many people will say "Oh, gay content, but I am not gay to watch this, it is probably shit" and I can only reply to them ... "You are worng!". Give it a try, see a couple of episodes and then make conclusions and I have the full CD set (off course illegally downloaded) if you can't wait to see what will happen and how the story lines will turn out.

The one thing I am afraid of is that it probably will be dubbed and then... some of the magic of the L word will be lost. I suppose, I have to wait and see...
Meet me in front of the TV on 17 July at 22:00 tuned on to FoxLife and you wont regret it!

Oh, by the way that is one of the worst possible translations of the title!!! Shame on you!!!