#116

And again it is that time of the month... too bad that my boobies will shrink now.

#115

Sometimes I really hate the teenagers nowadays. I hate them because I envy them and yet I know I am better than them. I am telling you, the feeling is not nice at all... to envy someone who you think is not really worth it... bleh!

The majority of the teenagers (I am aware that there still are good kids among us) today are totally degraded in every possible way. They follow the path of corruption, they don't care, they don't want to learn, they don't respect, they are arrogant and stupid. And yet I envy them sometimes and I hate the feeling (I am repeating myself, obviously). Sometimes I wish I had their freedom (here I really want to use another word, it is very similar to 'freedom' but I am not sure there is one in English, it is abused freedom) and attitude when I was a teenager. Don't get me wrong here, oh I so enjoyed my teenage years, but there are certain moments of my life that I wish didn't happen or more likely make them happen a little bit different. I know exactly the source of my envy, I know that I don't need to turn back time to change things, but it seems to me that it might have been a little easier if I knew some things for sure back then. I'd like to think that my life would be somewhat different, although knowing myself I would have chickened out like always. I envy the easiness in their actions, I hate their lack of reason and responsibility, I hate that they don't really care of the probable consequences... or no!

Maybe I envy them, because I hate myself?

#114

Fuck. This is weird.

#113 Brrr

I hate the cold weather. This is so freaky. Last weak i was wearing t-shirts and was dying of heat and today I am with my winter jacket and I can feel my hand crying out for the sun. It started showing the first symptoms of the cold allergy and it's been only a couple of days of cold weather. If it gets bad now I am so going to die during winter. Where is the autumn? We can't go from summer steraight to winter, this is not right!

My boobs hurt. They are growing, cause you know I am no magician anymore (*hint* I lift my arms and I still can see them) Anyway, this is weird. Very weird. It is not that time of the month. Now you will ask why am I complaing about my boobs getting bigger, well duh!, they fucking hurt and I don't like that.

I am now officially a fan of a certain brand of cakes and the likes... I think I have become slightly addicted, but they are so good and they have coconut stuff and this makes me extrememly happy and I can feel my ass growing, because I've been eating those a lot lately!
Ah, I almost forgot... BALCONI! Delicious Balconi (If I would say this in Bulgarian it would sound terribly pervy... yum!)

#112 Random song from a random artist...

Not so random anymore...
Is it possible to like 13 out 0f 13 songs from an album of an artist you hear for the first time and spend quite a time online to find it, since they are not that popular? Hm.... It is and it makes me happy, especially when roomies do not like it. Muahahah (evil laugh).

"Rainbow" viral video from Elisa Toffoli.

*!the song does not match the lyrics...! Both are great though*

The more I think, the less I see
when I'm able to walk
I'm queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don't let myself down
I don't let myself down
just wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you
The more I think, the less I do
when I'm able to talk
I'm queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don't ask myself why
I don't ask myself why
I wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I feel closer to the clouds
I'm touching all the highest leaves
on top of the trees
It's my desire's release
we let it rain on our skin
you're holding my hand
I'm holding your life
'n I feel like I'm one with you

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

I think I have to give you something
more than words is that something
I show you my dreams
to make 'em our dreams
won't you just be
I'm what you see

and all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul
all I want is to rock your soul

Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
we fall through the air
Together with the sun
we shine all the way
together with the rain
with the sun
with the rain
the rain and the sun
together with the rain
and the sun
only with the rain the rain
and the sun
with the sun
with the sun
with the sun
with the sun

ETA: Apparently she is popular... ah, well!

#111 Almost a month later...

What are traditions for if not to be followed. So keeping the record straight - 30.08.2008/4:58.

I had a lot of things to talk about and of course I missed the right moments for blogging about all of them, so they will stay unsaid.

#110 Pain here, pain there

Seriously, this is no fun anymore. I should really stop blogging only when my period surprises me. Anyway, just for the record - the evening of 05.08.08.

My right knee is killing me. This is not good, not good at all. It shouldn't be very healthy to get woken up in the middle of the night due to some serious pains, should it? I don't like going to doctors, but seeing where things are headed, i might have to do it. (Quick reminder to self... Please don't forget to epilate before you do so!) You should see the way I get on and especially off the bus. It is a good thing that I now have some biceps and can support my body with my strong arms :P.

My precious Creature of the night has a crack in the chain... My heart truly hurted when I saw that. It is so not fair. I love that watch. I know where I can buy a new one, but that is so not the point. Tonight I will perfom a special operation on it and will use my superglue. I hope it doesn't turn out nasty and also I hope that my skin will be compatible with the glue's ingredients. I don't want to give money for a new watch, which by the way will look exactly the same as the one I have now, my need for a new phone is bigger.

Aaanyway...