#120

Пфт, д'еба, как не ми се работи...

#119

No wonder I cried for 20 minutes last night (over a TV series). I got my period today.

My new year's was a blast with high temperature and snots and a sore throat. Still I liked it very much. I am almost over the flu now. YAY me. It took me like 6 days to fight it. Now I am expecting the chickenpox to cover all my body in disgusting spots. This time it is serious. I didn't have it as a kid and had direct contact with a person who was contageous... Aaaanytime now... I can't wait to face my misery.

I've been sprnding my days in bed lately, sleeping mostly. I figured it is the easiest way to not feel the sickness.

Work tomorrow. I would be happy and sxcited about it, if it wasn't for the stupid snow... won't it stop snowing already, isn't three days in a row nonstop snowing enough? Actually it is very beautiful outside, only because people are still home, doing nothing. The nastiness on the streets will start tomorrow.

H. is moving out at the end of the month. I completely ban that thought from my mind. It is very sad. I would quote someone from "Friends" (it was either Monica or Rachel) ... it would be the end of an era... Pft.

#118 Christmas present

Aaaand hopefully in a year I would be able to start decorating and move in...


It is tiny, but it will be mine and now I am totally broke...
Be happy for me, people, I am going to own a flat!!!

Merry Christmas to everyone...

#117 Retrospective

So... it's been a while and I think it is time for me to sit on my ass and write a few words.

1. 15.11.2008 - bloody saturday;
2. 18.11.2008 - happy birthday to me;
3. 22.11.2008 - happy birthday to me party;

Conclusions: I had one of the happiest birthdays, as far as I can remember. I loved it all, I got awesome presents. I didn't get the pre-birthday depression. So far there is no post-birthday depression. I am older and I wish I could say with the same certainty that I am wiser (but work with me, people, let's all pretend).

I am planning a big post soon (of course every time I say this, I end up not posting for a looong time) I will see how this will go...

#116

And again it is that time of the month... too bad that my boobies will shrink now.

#115

Sometimes I really hate the teenagers nowadays. I hate them because I envy them and yet I know I am better than them. I am telling you, the feeling is not nice at all... to envy someone who you think is not really worth it... bleh!

The majority of the teenagers (I am aware that there still are good kids among us) today are totally degraded in every possible way. They follow the path of corruption, they don't care, they don't want to learn, they don't respect, they are arrogant and stupid. And yet I envy them sometimes and I hate the feeling (I am repeating myself, obviously). Sometimes I wish I had their freedom (here I really want to use another word, it is very similar to 'freedom' but I am not sure there is one in English, it is abused freedom) and attitude when I was a teenager. Don't get me wrong here, oh I so enjoyed my teenage years, but there are certain moments of my life that I wish didn't happen or more likely make them happen a little bit different. I know exactly the source of my envy, I know that I don't need to turn back time to change things, but it seems to me that it might have been a little easier if I knew some things for sure back then. I'd like to think that my life would be somewhat different, although knowing myself I would have chickened out like always. I envy the easiness in their actions, I hate their lack of reason and responsibility, I hate that they don't really care of the probable consequences... or no!

Maybe I envy them, because I hate myself?

#114

Fuck. This is weird.