#177

"What happens if we fall crazy in love?"

#160 The general month recap

I was going to ETA the previous post, but then gave up on the idea...
So..., don't wonder why I am all in the writing mood all of a sudden. Without a doubt it is that time of the month once again. (for personal references - 07.10.2009).

So what happened in a month's time...
I went to Amsterdam on a business trip. Met Loo - my dear friend and totally loved the way our plans didn't work out, it was quite fun.

Another friend of mine got married. I don't know what happens to me on weddings... I get all mushy-gushy (is this a word?)... happy for my friend and sad for me... It is a fact that I will never be able to do the traditional ceremony with my future partner and I adore the stupid traditional ceremony. Eh, it was quite fun nonetheless!

I went to a striptease bar, got a couple of lap dances, was allowed to touch anywhere! (the advantage of being a girl, hehe), had a fucking awesome time! Will do it again, definitely. And here is the place to say a big thank you! to my friend V. who never fails to entertain me and be a true party animal ;)

My mum and dad gave me my birthday present earlier... I now own my dad's old car, as well as his old Zenit-E film camera. YAY! Beware on the streets... ;)

#153 run, baby, run...

Now this deserves a whole post... not just twitter...

avg 170 bpm
hrmax 230 bpm
in 00:07:23
lo 00:00:19
hi 1:08:36
478 [kcal]
50 fat[g]
35 laps
total time 01:18:12

I think I did the 10 km...
*pats own sholder*

#149 Rainbow Friendship Sofia 2009 Recap

Отидох на парада, дори и след много колебания, отидох.
Бях там, редом с повече от 300 човека, всякакви хора - хомосексуални, хетеросексуални, хора съпричастни с каузата.
Тръгнах към НДК изпълнена със страх, но нито за минута по време на шествието не се почуствах застрашена.
Организацията беше прекрасна. И който я сравнява с тази на подобни паради по чужбината и недоволства може да ме хване за патката.
Идеята с каските ме изкефи тотално.
Купона в ID беше на 6, с малкото изключение, че музиката беше леко зацикляща.

Все още не съм намерила време да погледна реакциите на медиите. Но като цяло май им беше по-интересно, когато имаше хипотетична възможност за побой и молотов и т.н. И кога ще се научат, че за да си гей не е необходимо да си ексцентричен, обикновено изглеждащия човек също може да е гей. Когато на обществото се поднася само "най-яркото", естествено е представата да е изкривена.

Още веднъж, големи благодарности на организаторите! Изкарах си една прекрасна събота.

Almost out and very proud!

#142 oh, wow

Oh, wow!
I am quite impressed by myself, or should I say by my non-smoking self. Hehe.

So last night I went for my run and it's been 4 days since I quit smoking (yeah, I know, 4 days doesn't sound like such a big deal, but considering the effort I am making, it's hard people, Iam telling you... and the fact that I was a smoker for 11 straight years, god, I am old...) Ok back on topic... I had no troubles doing double the laps I usually do, I didn't really get out of breath, my speed was better than usual, my heart rate was constant and pretty much within the limits. I should also give some credit to the fact that this time I had music playing in my ears, which gave me an extra boost.

But, I'll be damned, 4 days do make a big difference!

On a different note... going out drinking tonight... I hope I won't get tempted to light a cigarette and also I hope to get some company to go to Soho...

#118 Christmas present

Aaaand hopefully in a year I would be able to start decorating and move in...


It is tiny, but it will be mine and now I am totally broke...
Be happy for me, people, I am going to own a flat!!!

Merry Christmas to everyone...

#103 Morning joy

Haha yeah!
I am retarded and also very happy... observe...

Also the scales were very friendly to me this morning... :D

#100 Back on track...

I have terrible stiffness(my dictionary says that this is the word i need, I am not so sure about it) all over my thighs and tiny parts of my ass. But this is what happens when you sit on your ass 8 hours a day and the last time you exercised was pretty much a year ago.

So, my point is that I went running on Saturday evening. I got all sweaty and panting. It felt great. My fellow flat mates laugh at me and firmly believe that this will be my first, last and only attempt of exercise for year 2008. And, oh, they are so wrong! I am so fucking determined to get back in shape, especially now when my biceps(does this word have plural?) and calves start to show. Of course this isn't just because of the running.

Of course! I am on a special nourishing diet, which at first I thought was bullshit, but man, there are some nice visible results after only a few days! I can't assess how this is effecting my breasts though, because I will be bleeding soon and their size at the moment is deceiving.

I am feeling great about all this and I am starting to feel confident with my body. I think I have potential to be a chick :P.

P.S. Isn't it nice that my 100th post is so positive!