Monday, October 20, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
#115
Sometimes I really hate the teenagers nowadays. I hate them because I envy them and yet I know I am better than them. I am telling you, the feeling is not nice at all... to envy someone who you think is not really worth it... bleh!
The majority of the teenagers (I am aware that there still are good kids among us) today are totally degraded in every possible way. They follow the path of corruption, they don't care, they don't want to learn, they don't respect, they are arrogant and stupid. And yet I envy them sometimes and I hate the feeling (I am repeating myself, obviously). Sometimes I wish I had their freedom (here I really want to use another word, it is very similar to 'freedom' but I am not sure there is one in English, it is abused freedom) and attitude when I was a teenager. Don't get me wrong here, oh I so enjoyed my teenage years, but there are certain moments of my life that I wish didn't happen or more likely make them happen a little bit different. I know exactly the source of my envy, I know that I don't need to turn back time to change things, but it seems to me that it might have been a little easier if I knew some things for sure back then. I'd like to think that my life would be somewhat different, although knowing myself I would have chickened out like always. I envy the easiness in their actions, I hate their lack of reason and responsibility, I hate that they don't really care of the probable consequences... or no!
Maybe I envy them, because I hate myself?
The majority of the teenagers (I am aware that there still are good kids among us) today are totally degraded in every possible way. They follow the path of corruption, they don't care, they don't want to learn, they don't respect, they are arrogant and stupid. And yet I envy them sometimes and I hate the feeling (I am repeating myself, obviously). Sometimes I wish I had their freedom (here I really want to use another word, it is very similar to 'freedom' but I am not sure there is one in English, it is abused freedom) and attitude when I was a teenager. Don't get me wrong here, oh I so enjoyed my teenage years, but there are certain moments of my life that I wish didn't happen or more likely make them happen a little bit different. I know exactly the source of my envy, I know that I don't need to turn back time to change things, but it seems to me that it might have been a little easier if I knew some things for sure back then. I'd like to think that my life would be somewhat different, although knowing myself I would have chickened out like always. I envy the easiness in their actions, I hate their lack of reason and responsibility, I hate that they don't really care of the probable consequences... or no!
Maybe I envy them, because I hate myself?
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