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    Tuesday, December 19, 2006

    #4

    Jesus Fucking Christ!
    I got really scared today, like i almost paniced...
    What's it called when you faint but not really? I don't know the word for that.
    All of a sudden you start to feel sick, your muscles go weak, slowly you lose sight. The black overtakes everything... black with many very tiny white dots... at this moment you start freaking and wondering WTF is going on. You are still standing on your feet, you still hear what is going on around you, but you can't see, you see nothing, your eyes are open, you keep them open, you force yourself to see, but you can't. You feel your body heating up. Sweat covers your face, you feel it running down your back, your legs... You are afraid to move, what if you suddenly drop on the ground, you are alone. You blink, you turn your head a little, you are trying to god damn make the black away... It is scary, really scary. And then after a couple of minutes... all is coming back, the black turns to grey, the grey turns to colours, the colours take shape. You thank God that this is over, you ask yourself what has just happened, are you dreaming? You start walking slowly, automatically, then you feel really cold. Everything is over now, you are still standing on your feet, but what the hell was that?...
    I need to see a doctor...
    Pfft!

    ETA: I am fine really!

    3 comments:

    Мъник said...

    Какво е станало нещо сериозно ли?

    P. said...

    Добре съм, не знам защо ми стана така, но сега съм добре :)

    MKB said...

    *jumps on P. and cuddles her*

    You poor thing... I have no clue what the other two comments said so I don't know if I'm repeating anyone here, but many kisses and take care!

    Loo.