FUCK FUCK FUCK

My little kitten... the one on my avatar... FUCK!!!
This cannot be fucking real... and I fucking need to find a solution very fast... I don't want to lose him. He can be a good boy, he used to be a good boy. FUCK!
I need someone to take care of him, until I think of something. Dad won't keep him much longer. HELP!

#35 Creature Of The Night*

My beauty is alive!!!

Do I have to be worried because I am totally in love with my watch?

Of course mine is not as shiny and flawless as the one on the picture. But to me it is perfect, we've shared so many moments together, good and bad, and of course it looks so goddamn good on my wrist!

*this is not a mad burst of my brilliance, this is the official name my watch has

#34

I've noticed something... every time I get my period I feel the urge to post. And this post is the proof of that. As usual I have no idea what I am going to write about.

A while ago I planned a big post about Minesweeper(this is a tiny little game that runs on Windows computers), but then while I was doing a little research I suddenly became very depressed, cause ...well... apparently I suck at that game. And I used to, I repeat, used to think I was doing pretty good. So, there will be no big post about Minesweeper, unless I get slightly closer to the world record of 37 seconds on Expert mode, which of course will be never :)). Well, at least my love towards that game will last forever. The game rocks, people!

Now I am going to talk a little about another game I play. I play online and occasionally I win money, very little money. It is fun even...

I interrupt this post to make an announcement:

I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM!!! HA! How cool is that, for almost 2 weeks. Now tell me how not to love my job!!! And in case you missed it... I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!

So where was I... It is fun even playing even without the money part, but hey, who doesn't like some cash. I am talking about the Texas Hold'em Poker. And before you start worrying about me becoming hooked and losing all my savings... for now I have a clear head. I only play the so-called Free Rolls, where I compete against 2000-12000 other people for like a couple of dollars. One time I won 16$ I finished 4th out of 5000. That made me very proud. Today I won 1,5$ - 21st out of 6000. Now on my account I have 5,12$. Yes, I lost a lot of it, but I don't care. I play for fun and the money is just a nice stimulation :D. I promise as soon as I win some big tournament I will treat you ;). Oh, by the way... I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM! hehe I am kidding, my flatmate wants to take me to a live tournament, he said he will pay me the buy-in. I laughed at him. Next time he offers I will just agree :)

On a whole different note... Do ETAs have to be at the end of the post or I can sneak them in?

ETA: Blogger confuses me. I want to smack it, it doesn't do what I want it to do...

ETA1: I am very sad. My watch has stopped working! This feels my eyes with tears. I read somewhere that there was some mystical thing about the time when the watch had stopped... but I don't remember where. I will ask google... The time is ...WTF!!!!!! I mean WTF!!!!!! How I haven't noticed it before... I thought it had stopped at 3 o'clock... OK... 8(this for sure):54(I am pretty certain):19(here I have more doubts)

#33 Hot stuff

Yesterday we had a temperature drop... almost 10C°. So from 45C° it reached to the livable 35C°. (rereading my shit now... that first sentence doesn't seem to have any connection with what will follow, well maybe a tiny one)

I went home after work with the intention to enjoy the chill evening, playing around with my computer. Oh, I played with it alright! The moment I entered the room, I sensed trouble. I sat on my lovely chair with my lovely yellow pillow(which is only for butt comfort and is an add-on that my mum was wise enough to suggest). I started sweating ... hm it was supposed to be normal temperature and yet it felt extremely hot... There was this massive heatwave coming from somewhere under my desk. I put my feet on the computer case(yes, they love it there, my poor case...) and they started to burn. WTF! I put them back on the floor, I made my most concerned face and pretended to be thinking through what was going on under there. And it was easy. You know why? Because it was extremely quiet in my room. I listened, but couldn't hear a thing. So I leaned and oh, the surprise, the fan on my power supply was not working. WTF! It was a relatively new one, only like 3 (or maybe 4, but let's pretend it was 3) years old. Yes, I keep my computer case on the floor, yes, it gets extremely dirty and dusty there (I vacuum and clean it every like a few months, I like my computer nice and shiny...weirdo!!!) , yes, I never turn off my computer (I restart, but turn off is a no), yes, it was extremely hot the last few days, BUT NOOOOOO! Why do things like this happen exactly when I'd planned to relax with the computer? Well... shit happens, some will say. Now, I am a graduate engineer, computer science... WOW! Go me! I took a screw driver and took out the broken power supply. It comes in a metal case. My brilliance decides that I am so great and I know all, so I tried to open the box, which is actually a very easy job, but since I hadn't cleaned my computer in a while and one tiny screw had hidden under a thick layer of dirt, it took me like half an hour poking, hitting, scratching and suchlike at the box, I was dashing my head in the wall wandering WTF was the box's problem and why it wouldn't surrender at my supremacy. Alas, when all the dirt got all over my clothes and hands and thanks to my eagle sighting I was finally able to open the box. Inside I found nothing wrong(this is only because I know shit about those things, but it feels really nice to pretend that I know more than shit, people that know even less that shit respect me ;)). So after getting dirtier, I managed to confirm my first observation... the fan of my power supply wasn't working! I couldn't fix it, of course. I am so brilliant, I know. I closed the box, cleaned myself and the rest of the computer and today I plan on getting a new one. All in all, I wasted an hour to confirm something I already knew, which at this minute feels really pointless.

I am now saving money for a nice, neat laptop.
Wish me luck!

There is no place like home!

After 8 years of terror and fear...
They are back where they belong!
The plane just landed and they set foot on Bulgarian land!
Tears of joy!
Welcome home!

#31 Ramble

So, Emo moved out officially on Saturday. I wish him all the best and good luck in whatever he plans to do with his life from now on.

Friday night was the send off party. Oh, I got so pissed. Seriously, half a bottle of gin when I hadn't eaten all day was a BAAAAAAAD idea. I was very sad. I am still very sad. I miss him a lot. He is one of the bestest guys I know. I am sad but also happy for him, he is probably lying on the hot Bourgas sand at the minute, sipping beer, cooling off in the sea. Hehe.

What else... no real holiday for me this year. I plan the first week of August to take some rest and, oh the excitement, I am going to spend it at home. No sea, no mountains. I am pathetic.

I am sorry guys, my mood is not very nice right now... I might play me some Pink(live performance) just to get me going... HAHA, I am so funny.

#30 P!nk

Uuuu, 3 weeks since my last post. Don't you just love how dedicated I am to this blog.

Sooo, P!nk came to Bulgaria, stayed here 3 days and left. How cool is that? Huh? Huh? She was everywhere - TV, radio, newspapers, internet. All sounds cool, doesn't it. But guess what, there was not one frame, not one picture, not even an interview without the previous ones of her. And I know you are smart and all but just in case... there was NO concert. I got a ticket, I got excited, I went to the stadium. NO concert. P!ink is sick, was sick, whatever. So she had some throat problems, postponed the concert. Everywhere I read, she is feeling better blah blah, then on the second date for the concert... oops, sorry guys but just return your tickets and get your money back. I don't want my fucking money back, I wanted to see P!nk. Bastards. (Oh, wow, I just noticed that I haven't put and exclamation mark yet, damn, I suppose I am not so pissed anymore) Anyway, my point is, for fuck's sake don't play with the fans like this. I think that the reason there was no concert is that there were just not enough sold tickets. And maybe she was sick indeed because she moved one concert for later date, but why not move our concert? Heh, some stupid Bulgarians, what wait, is Bulgaria a country, is it on the map? There was this crap statement of a manager in front of a hotel, but still no sign of P!nk. Did she even dragged her ass here? It is a fact now that I don't want to listen to her stuff now, I suppose it is my disappointment and I hope it'll pass soon cause I love P!nk.

I wish you all the best and get well soon. And maybe someday I will save some money and go to one of your concerts in some big city in a big country, where there is no way you could cancel like that! Kisses.