#40

I had a nice good night experience last night... which means my rambling about no privacy continues, so you may stop reading right here and right now cause it won't be interesting as the rest of this place...

I was freaking tired cause work was kind of busy and then I am still recovering from the cold, so I decided to go to bed a little bit earlier. In a few minutes when I was already starting to fall asleep, one roomie comes and starts making her bed and making little noises and yes... Then the other one comes and states that she thinks of reading a book (hint hint... -> lights on). So the first one goes to bed and all of a sudden decides that she can't fall asleep unless the TV is on (I have a tuner on the computer). I usually have no problem with the lights, although I prefer them to be off :) as any normal person or one that doesn't fear darkness), but come on! I am dying for some rest and the last thing I want is the freaking stupid TV on. So I explained that I didn't want this and the result...-> 15 minutes of senseless, bullshit, annoying talking. And of course I preferred the TV rather than listening to my friend... So yeah, I got enough sleep NOT!!! I suppose this is all my fault though, I have to be tougher, but she just broke up with her boyfriend and shit and I am so kind, you know... just a wussy.

My arms are uncooperative today... late this afternoon they went all bloodless and numb, now the same thing is happening again. I am just a little bit worried, cause I can't really see my veins, but which is strange I can easily move my fingers and stuff, usually I can't. WEIRD!

It is travel month this month... Next week I am going for a 3 day business trip. To the lovely sunny beach and this hotel. Envy me! Oh, and now envy me more... look at the business I will be doing and to be clear this is a SONY Eastern European dealers meeting... now observe...

I think I was very stressed out today and I am pretty sure I hurt one person or another in one way or another. Being stressed doesn't excuse me, but whoever feel hurt by me or anything I've said... please know that I am really sorry.

Have a good night all!

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#39 Ranting...

ETA: This is a total mess and totally non interesting, I haven't read it and I recommend you to do the same. Proceed at your own risk...

Today I sat in front of the computer with the intention to share my experience from my little trip to the Netherlands... Well this ain't happening. It is not that there are no stories to tell, on the contrary. But my mind just refuses to cooperate and all I can come up is some lame shit, which I don't want to put on blogger. I should seriously start taking notes, because after my first impressions my brain usually creates a blog-suitable story. And of course my brilliance tells me that I am so brilliant and I will memorize it all, but alas... I am secretly hoping instead of a notebook and a pen to get a laptop...

On a different note... It is getting crowded at home. Imagine 3 people in a room and all the stuff of the 3d person is around the room. Me is very not happy about this situation, me can't do a thing about it because she is my friend. So the pre-story... Imagine 5 year relationship, she moves in with her boyfriend in his flat. She cheats, he finds out, gives her another chance, things seem OK, until one lunch break he dumps her. She has nowhere to go, me and my friends open our arms for her. She is a nice girl really, but damn I so miss my privacy now. This situation should last till the end of the month when one flatmate moves out. So my friend and my other flatmate, who by the way also got dumped by her boyfriend, who is a flatmate as well and they still sleep in the same bed, will go to the soon-to-be-free room in the flat. So, I am now counting the days till the end of the month, although on the other hand, I will miss the flatmate who is moving out. And I am starting to get confused.

My parents car is in front my place... I don't drive it. I am a dickhead, who is also scared to drive alone in Sofia. And using the car while it is here would made my life so much easier. I have absolutely no problems driving in my hometown, after all we only have 3 traffic lights there...

I am sick. I have high temperature, sore throat and also, my biggest problem, my nose is blocked and running all the time. I had troubles falling asleep last night, because in order to be able to breathe I had to lie on my back and I just can't fall asleep while on my back. I thought of masturbating then, cause this always calms me down, but how... with two other people in the room. I was going to go and see the doctor this morning... today she goes to the hospital in the afternoon... hihihi, as always I am fucked.

I have some more things to complain... but I won't do it, cause I am pretty sure that whoever read everything till this point severely hates me ... MUAHAHAHA

In reply to tr's comment ;)

After some editing and change of pics... this goes up...

#I forgot to check... and it is 37. Netherlands...

Yo people, in a few hours I am heading back to BG. I kinda don't want to do that. 

It is great here, except all the clouds and the occasional rain(and by occasional I mean 20 mins of rain and 5 mins of heavy clouds) Yesterday I saw the sun!!! Amazing. Amsterdam is great. I went for a few little moments to the red light district and apparently I look very virgin cause I got offered to watch some educational film. I accepted... not! Was to a coffee shop. They didn't have spacecake, I got disappointed but after a few tokes of a nice joint everything was fiiiiine :) And yeah..., I broke my promise not to smoke weed anymore, but heh, I am in Amsterdam... I think I can be forgiven, after all I mentioned God's name a few times last night... mmmm Uhmm anyway... Prague was awesome, let's hope on our way back we will spend another evening there. I wasn't a beer drinker... I like beer now. 

OK I have to go to the Central Station now... I am very sad... I will miss...

Next time blogging from BG.

P.S. Mac... eh...

FUCK FUCK FUCK

My little kitten... the one on my avatar... FUCK!!!
This cannot be fucking real... and I fucking need to find a solution very fast... I don't want to lose him. He can be a good boy, he used to be a good boy. FUCK!
I need someone to take care of him, until I think of something. Dad won't keep him much longer. HELP!

#35 Creature Of The Night*

My beauty is alive!!!

Do I have to be worried because I am totally in love with my watch?

Of course mine is not as shiny and flawless as the one on the picture. But to me it is perfect, we've shared so many moments together, good and bad, and of course it looks so goddamn good on my wrist!

*this is not a mad burst of my brilliance, this is the official name my watch has

#34

I've noticed something... every time I get my period I feel the urge to post. And this post is the proof of that. As usual I have no idea what I am going to write about.

A while ago I planned a big post about Minesweeper(this is a tiny little game that runs on Windows computers), but then while I was doing a little research I suddenly became very depressed, cause ...well... apparently I suck at that game. And I used to, I repeat, used to think I was doing pretty good. So, there will be no big post about Minesweeper, unless I get slightly closer to the world record of 37 seconds on Expert mode, which of course will be never :)). Well, at least my love towards that game will last forever. The game rocks, people!

Now I am going to talk a little about another game I play. I play online and occasionally I win money, very little money. It is fun even...

I interrupt this post to make an announcement:

I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM!!! HA! How cool is that, for almost 2 weeks. Now tell me how not to love my job!!! And in case you missed it... I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!

So where was I... It is fun even playing even without the money part, but hey, who doesn't like some cash. I am talking about the Texas Hold'em Poker. And before you start worrying about me becoming hooked and losing all my savings... for now I have a clear head. I only play the so-called Free Rolls, where I compete against 2000-12000 other people for like a couple of dollars. One time I won 16$ I finished 4th out of 5000. That made me very proud. Today I won 1,5$ - 21st out of 6000. Now on my account I have 5,12$. Yes, I lost a lot of it, but I don't care. I play for fun and the money is just a nice stimulation :D. I promise as soon as I win some big tournament I will treat you ;). Oh, by the way... I AM GOING TO AMSTERDAM! hehe I am kidding, my flatmate wants to take me to a live tournament, he said he will pay me the buy-in. I laughed at him. Next time he offers I will just agree :)

On a whole different note... Do ETAs have to be at the end of the post or I can sneak them in?

ETA: Blogger confuses me. I want to smack it, it doesn't do what I want it to do...

ETA1: I am very sad. My watch has stopped working! This feels my eyes with tears. I read somewhere that there was some mystical thing about the time when the watch had stopped... but I don't remember where. I will ask google... The time is ...WTF!!!!!! I mean WTF!!!!!! How I haven't noticed it before... I thought it had stopped at 3 o'clock... OK... 8(this for sure):54(I am pretty certain):19(here I have more doubts)